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I will not freak out..I will not freak out…

24
Jun 2009

Okay, so I just lost another daycare girl. (Clarification-I did not LOSE her, I know where she is, she is just not coming to my daycare anymore) I am not going to freak out. It is going to be okay.

Okay I lied. What the heck am I going to do?! That leaves only one child that comes 3 days a week, and two children that come only every other week. How did I go from 8 full time kids to this?! How are we going to survive? I am not even going to lie, I have been pacing back and forth in the kitchen for the last hour eating cheese puffs and freaking out. I really don’t know what else I can cut from our budget. Now, if this had happened a few months ago I would of simply began looking for a job. I am very skillful for the job market, and even though I would rather be home with Zane and soon to be Rocky, I would gladly get a full-time job to help the family. Who is going to hire a pregnant lady!?! Especially in this job market?!? DEEP BREATHS!

Freak out over. Sorry about that. I need to go back to Yoga Class. We are going to be okay. I am allowed to freak out a little, but I know we will be fine. It is going to be tough, but I will keep advertising and I WILL find more kids. Positive thinking. I will go back through the budget with a fine tooth comb and make some cuts.

Now, because I need them, 5 Things that make me Happy.

1. Amish People. I love them.
2. The Duggars. I love them as well. ( I have a thing for simple living and big families, see also #1)
3. The new pack of Starbursts that have only RED flavors. About Time!
4. Playing Board Games with Ian, Rachel and Zane. I love them all so much, they always make me smile!
5. Hugs from Ian. I could really use one right now. That boy has a way of melting every care in my entire world away with one Hug.

Okay I am starting to feel better. Deep Breaths.